spent the first coupla years of my adult life..
trying to run away from relationships ..
anything that could tie me down...
spending the next couple trying to get into one...
weird....
hell! life was much easier when there were big problems to be handled
coz all you had to handle was the problem itself and all you had to look for was the solution
but when there arent any problems....
its a vast vacuum out there...i dont know what to look for and dont know what i will find...